And then, again, I lost control.. I was standing alone in the hall when I came back to myself. My heart was racing, my cheeks wet and my esophagus felt to have its own will. I couldn’t really remember what had happened but I could hear them whispering about me in low agitated voices in the next room. I wasn’t really as crazy as they were saying, was I? How could I be. I had always had everything figured out and my life had been going as planned up until a month ago.




